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Tightrope
by
Carol Johnson
If
Rhonda cleared her mind of the noisy smoky bar and the constant
beat of the music, she could almost hear Mama calling, all the
way from Oklahoma. She caught her breath to still the pain she
felt inside, in the pit of her being. "Mama," she cried
silently. "Mama."
As the music ended, she gave her
hips that extra little flick the bartender said drove men wild.
Someone touched her leg and she looked down, startled. "Oh,
jeez, Mona, you
scared me."
Mona laughed and offered her hand
to Rhonda, who took it and climbed down from the stage. In three
months at the Top Hat, she hadn't mastered the art of gracefully
descending the steep steps. Once down, she watched Mona ascend.
Most of the dancers just walked down the narrow bar top to a
low stool at the far end, next to the dressing room, but Mona
refused. "I'm not a tightrope walker," she often said.
"I'm a dancer."
That statement always made Rhonda
uneasy, because a tightrope walker was what she felt like since
coming to Dayton with Lloyd. She continually did a balancing
act. Most of the time, her chief priority was hustling enough
drinks to escape Lloyd's wrath, while preserving what dignity
she could. Her spare time was usually spent soothing Lloyd's
easily bruised ego. She learned early in their relationship the
value of a calm voice and an impassive face.
Rhonda walked through the smoky
crowd toward the dressing room. She heard her name over the p.a.
and changed direction, going back to the bar. She saw Dirk (Dirk
the jerk, the girls called him) holding the phone receiver above
his head with one hand as he continued to squirt cola and soda
and such into the line of glasses on the mixing bar.
Rhonda took the phone from him
with one hand and covered her breasts with the other. Dirk lived
to pull pasties off the unwary. She moved as far out from behind
the bar as possible, around the corner, slipping into the cold
walk-in cooler. Putting the phone up to one ear and a forefinger
into the other, she said, "Hello?"
"Hey, babe."
"Hey, Lloyd. What's up?"
"The usual. Tryin' to make
some money. Just wanted to tell you I won't be there to pick
you up tonight. See if Mona can drop you off."
Rhonda's
heart beat against her ribs and she fought to breathe. In the
three months that she had been here, Lloyd had never failed to
pick her up, all though the term "pick up" was used
loosely. He waited for her to get off and then they walked the
mile and a half home. Sometimes they stopped at the all-night
donut shop down the street from the house, but Lloyd always met
her after work. Maybe tonight was the night, finally, after--
"Rhonda
Lee? You there? Is somebody listenin'? Who's with you? Don't
you be trying to run one a your bullshit scams on me, do you--"
"I-I'm
here, it's just--just hard to hear with the music and all,"
she hurried on, breathless. Lloyd was silent for a moment, and
Rhonda pictured him, chewing his lip and
smoothing the odd-looking mustache he cultivated. With his widow's
peak, and the way the mustache ran into his dark full sideburns,
she thought he resembled a rhesus monkey.
"Ok,"
Lloyd said. "Just don't screw with me, kid, understand?"
"Sure
I do, Lloyd. You know I wouldn't mess you around. We been gettin'
along real good," she soothed.
Seemingly
pacified, Lloyd repeated what he'd said earlier. "See if
Mona can drop you off, and I'll be there later on. I gotta game
over on the west side."
"OK."
"Make
sure you go straight home, Rhonda. Don't you be stoppin' anywhere,
you understand? I'll know if you do."
"I
know, Lloyd, I won't."
"Ok,
babe, gotta go," he said, and hung up.
She
came out of the cooler and moved behind the bar to hang up the
phone. She didn't see Dirk reach out to her until it was too
late. He grabbed the tasseled end of her pasty and jerked, pulling
off the pasty and a little skin, too.
"Dirk, you
asshole," she heard, and saw that Mona was down from the
stage. The older woman reached over the bar, snatched the pasty
from Dirk's hand, and jerked her head at Rhonda to follow her.
Rhonda covered
her bare and sore breast and left the bar, conscious that Dirk
was watching her with a slight smile on his face. In the dressing
room, Mona re-applied adhesive to the pasty and handed it to
Rhonda. "Here, little one, cover yourself. Somebody's liable
to see a nipple and get offended."
Rhonda smiled.
"Not likely," she said, and looked in the mirror at
the two of them, both attired in nothing but g-strings and heels.
Mona smiled back
and turned to the lighted mirror. She smoothed a cover-up stick
under her left eye as Rhonda watched, fascinated. She herself
wore very little make-up. When she left home a little more than
a year ago, she had not been allowed to wear it and had never
really learned to apply it properly. Though she was nineteen,
her lack of cosmetics, small breasts and slim hips gave the impression
of a much younger girl. Only her eyes gave her away. Wide and
gray, with depths of misery that never quite disappeared, the
black fringe of her lashes seemed to all that separated her from
the woes of the world. It was her childish body that attracted
Lloyd, and it was Lloyd who had put the misery in her eyes. Everything
came back to Lloyd. Everything.
"Mona?"
"Hm?"
Mona said, blotting her frosted peach lips on a tissue.
"Can you give
me a lift home?"
Mona looked surprised.
"Where's your old man?"
"He--he had
to go see a guy. He said to ask you."
"Sure, I can
give you a ride. I just don't want to be the cause of any more
-- problems." Six weeks before, Mona had made the mistake
of telling Lloyd about Ron Troyer, an off duty cop who frequented
the Top Hat and had it bad for Rhonda. Ron's persistent requests
for her phone number and dates were a club joke, and though Mona
had related it in jest, Lloyd had reacted the way he reacted
to any other perceived threat--by beating the shit out of Rhonda.
The beating she took in stride--it was the norm. But she was
mortified that, because of her working attire --or lack of it
-- several ugly bruises on the back of one thigh were apparent
to anyone who gave her more than a casual glance.
When questioned
about them, Rhonda blamed the bruises on a fall down a flight
of stairs. It was lame, and she knew Mona didn't buy it, but
it was the best she could do. Lloyd's verbal attack on Mona was
even more humiliating to Rhonda. Even now, his words rang in
her head, and she cringed inwardly: "Keep your nose outta
our business, you God damned dyke, and I won't cut the fucker
off."
Even living the
way she did, Rhonda thought that bringing up so personal a subject
as a person's sexual preference was unneccesarily rude. In her
mind, it was like asking a lady how old she was, or how much
something cost. It just wasn't done.
Mona had taken
Lloyd insults and threats with a grain of salt, and later assured
Rhonda that she had received worse from better men than Lloyd.
"Why do you stay with him?" Mona asked now, her hand
on the dressing room door. "You're such a pretty girl, I
know you could do better. It's a cinch you couldn't do worse."
Rhonda shrugged
and looked down at her feet. The reply on the tip of her tongue--"Because
he's my old man"--seemed as lame as "I fell down the
stairs" had a few weeks earlier. Lloyd wasn't her anything.
She was his--his meal ticket, his punching bag, and whatever
else he wanted to use her for. Where had the soft-spoken, protective
Lloyd gone, the one who had promised 18-year-old Rhonda the sun
and the moon? She
suppressed a sigh. Guess I can chalk that one up to experience,
she thought.
"Hey, Earth
to Rhonda, come in," Mona waved her hand back and forth
in front of Rhonda's face. "You in there, kiddo?"
Rhonda smiled wryly.
"Yeah, I'm in here. Day dreaming, I guess."
Mona studied Rhonda
in silence for a few moments. "He's not God, you know."
Rhonda blinked.
"What?"
"Lloyd. He's
not God. I'll bet he's got you convinced that he knows everything
you're thinking, everything you do, even before you do it. Am
I right?"
Rhonda moved over
to the dressing table and fingered the tubes and jars on it.
"Am I right?"
Mona asked again.
Rhonda's eyes met
Mona's in the mirror, then dropped to the table top. "You
don't know him, Mona. He does know, I swear." She turned
to face her friend. " I tried to leave, just once, but I
tried. It was just before I started here. I was so homesick,
and things were so different from how I thought they'd be. I
went to Traveler's Aid. I didn't even tell them about Lloyd,
just told them I was stranded. They said they'd buy me a plane
ticket. I signed a paper saying I'd pay it back when I got home.
I didn't even mention it when I wrote Mama, I didn't want to
jinx it, you know?" Rhonda halted, out of breath. "And
anyway, Lloyd reads every letter I write."
Mona nodded. "So
what happened?"
Rhonda sank onto
the chair in front of the dressing table. "Oh, Mona, he
knew. I don't know how, but he knew, just like he knows everything.
I left like I was goin' to do the laundry, cause that's the only
time I was ever outta his sight long enough. I made it clear
to the airport. Clear to the airport, Mona." She looked
up and held her forefinger a fraction of an inch from her thumb,
and said, "I was this close, Mona. I was almost home. I
was at the gate. I had that Traveler's Aid voucher in my hand,
just waitin' on that plane. I didn't think there was any way
in this world Lloyd could know, but he did." She looked
up at Mona, with tears shining in her eyes. "You just don't
know, can't imagine what it was like, thinkin' I was finally
gonna wake up and this--" she waved her hand to indicate
the room, "this would all be a bad dream. I just blinked,
and there he was, lookin' like the wrath of God." Rhonda
wrapped her arms around her middle and looked down.
She felt a single tear roll down her cheek.
Mona knelt in front
of her and tilted the younger woman's chin up. "Hon, listen.
Lloyd's a lotta things, but the Almighty he ain't." Mona
laughed. "He's not even close.
But I'll tell you what he is. He's smart, is what. Not book smart,
but people smart. He reads people like some people read books,
and when he looks at this face," Mona turned
Rhonda's chin gently so that she faced the smoky lighted mirror,
"When he looks at this face, he can tell in a heartbeat
if something's on your mind, or if you're upset, or even if you're
up to something."
Rhonda studied
her own face doubtfully. "I don't know, Mona. I keep an
awful lot to myself, I mean stuff that happens here, stuff that
would just tick Lloyd off."
"Mark my word,
Rhonda. You're such an up-front, what-you-see-is-what-you-get
kind of person, you're just no match for somebody like him. I'm
not telling you how to run your life, but if you take a notion
to cut and run, don't think twice. Just do it. If you don't,
you'll wake up in twenty years and be like me." Mona smiled
at Rhonda and patted her knee with one peach-tipped hand as she
straightened to a standing position.
Rhonda felt a rush
of love and sympathy for the older woman. It couldn't be easy,
nearing forty, being in a world where looks were everything and
nobody cared when you were down, or lonely, or just plain tired.
She stood, and smiled back at Mona, then, on impulse, hugged
her. "You're some kinda lady," she said.
Mona's face pinkened
under the artfully applied make up, and she hugged Rhonda back.
As they left the dressing room, Rhonda wondered if Mona's words
could really be the truth. If so, the only way she would ever
be free of Lloyd would be to hit the road, just cut and run,
like Mona said. Still, Lloyd knew so many people. This was his
home.
It seemed like he knew everyone who was anyone, at least the
seedy ones. What were the chances of getting out of this in one
piece? She sighed and wondered why she had let Lloyd take her
away from familiar ground. Since their arrival, things had gone
from bad to worse. To do work like this was bad enough, but she
feared something even more degrading was coming.
Last week they
had been visited by a friend of Lloyd's whose apparently uncustomary
wealth had piqued Lloyd's curiosity. It seemed the friend, known
to Rhonda only as Booger, had hooked up with a young woman who
didn't mind making her money on her back, and minded even less
sharing it with Booger.
The girl, Teri,
turned out to be nearly as homely as Booger himself, with a foul
mouth and total disregard for custom. Since that day, Lloyd had
run on and on about Rhonda's superior looks and manner, and how
she was "sittin' on a gold mine." In his opinion, if
Teri could charge fifty dollars a trick, Rhonda could easily
charge a hundred. His constant harping on the subject sickened
Rhonda and served to compound her misery at the thought of a
life spent at the mercy of his every whim. When she began dancing
she had thought she could sink no lower, but even that and the
idea of prostitution were not as bad as the fact that she had
given her love and her body to a man who could entertain such
ideas. It made her want to vomit.
I was so stupid,
she berated herself. I knew what he was, and I ignored it, just
did what Mama always told me to--look on the bright side, concentrate
on people's good points, expect the best out of them and that's
what you'll get. She laughed to herself, without mirth. I was
so sure my love could change him. It would just take time. "Ha,"
she said aloud, as she wove a path through the crowd, with one
eye out for a likely customer. All the Top Hat regulars knew
there was no alcohol in any of the expensive drinks they bought
for her, but they weren't paying for alcohol. They were paying
for her, in bits and pieces. Sometimes she felt that every time
a man put a hand on her knee, or thigh, or worse, a piece of
her soul shriveled up and died.
Time crawled, and
Rhonda kept glanced repeatedly at the clock over the bar as she
listened to her customer's boring monologue. She smiled in the
right places and uh-huhed when she should, but her stomach rolled
and cramped in response to her tension.
Dear God, she breathed
silently, please let this be the night. An old hymn echoed in
her head. "He Set Me Free." Yes. Free. Free or dead.
When the club closed at 2:00, her back ached and she swallowed
convulsively againsr all the sugary drinks she had consumed.
She always led the pack in the number of drinks hustled, and
tonight she had outdone herself. She sometimes wondered if her
percentage of the money was worth it, but as she considered the
small roll of bills she had just untaped from under the dressing
room table, the result of three weeks of hustling more than her
quota of drinks and lying to Lloyd about it, she concluded that
it was.
Her queasiness
about what lay ahead increased as she followed Mona across the
parking lot to an ancient white Monte Carlo. She pushed it from
her mind and made small talk as Mona drove her home.
Fifteen minutes
later she was waving down at Mona from the window of the small
house she and Lloyd were renting. The four rooms were built over
a three car garage had once been servant's quarters. A steep
flight of stairs ran up the outside, and the only furniture was
an aging mattress in the bedroom and a rickety table in the kitchen.
A screened-in balcony ran the length of the building, and Rhonda
often sat there on a rusted metal chair left by a a previous
tenant.
From that vantage
point she could see the donut shop down the street and watch
the Greyhound buses pass by on their way west. She would sit
lost in thought, and dream of being on one of the buses, imagining
what it would be like when she got to Tulsa. She would arrive
at the depot downtown, and call Mama. Harsh words would be forgotten,
and Mama and Russell and Gene, Rhonda's little brothers, would
come to fetch her in the old Chevy pickup. They'd talk, and laugh,
and it would be as if she had never left.
Rhonda shook her
head and ran on silent feet through the house. She peeked into
all the rooms and reassured herself that Lloyd had not come home
early. She stood in the living room for a few moments, frightened
and fearful of failure, then straightened her shoulders and she
went back through the front door and down the stairs. She couldn't
afford to waste a minute, even to pack a bag. She wished she
could have included Mona in her plans, but the fewer people who
knew, the fewer people would get hurt.
No airport, this
time, she thought as she descended the wooden steps. The phrase,
"Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me,"
went round and round in her head as she hurried down the gravel
drive way. She reached the sidewalk and broke into a trot, headed
in the opposite direction from the bright lights of the main
thoroughfare. The bus terminal was on it, but she dared not walk
there. She chose instead the darker street one block over. She
hurried beneath the catalpa trees, and silently thanked God for
the jeans and tennis shoes she wore to and from the club. Even
with her coat, her skimpy working attire and spike heels would
have made her conspicuous, and slowed her down.
She reached the
corner of Davenport and Macklin and paused. Should she continue
on foot, or wait for a city bus? Buses ran all night, but there
was a chance that Lloyd would
be returning from the west side on one, and see her. Rhonda chewed
her lip and cursed her indecision. At last she compromised and
continued walking, in the shadows, while
keeping an ear open for the sound of a bus. There was a bus stop
every couple of blocks or so, and she was sure she could hear
the vehicle's approach soon enough to dart over to the main thoroughfare
and make it to a stop.
She felt a few
drops of rain and pulled up her coat collar. The rain wouldn't
improve the appearnace of the brown fake fur, The drops fell
faster and harder and she trotted from beneath one tree to the
next, with an occasional glance over shoulder. The conviction
that if Lloyd came home and found her gone he would know exactly
where to look for her wouldn't leave her. Behind her she heard
the welcome sound of a large engine as it slowed for an intersection.
She broke into a run toward the bright lights of the necxt street
over. Reaching the corner, she looked ahead sprinted toward the
stop in the
next block. Thirty feet from it, she felt her right foot slide
from under her. Unable to stop the slide, landed hard on her
butt with one leg bent beside her.
She grunted as
she hit the ground and immediately saw what had caused her fall.
The whole sidewalk was broken and cracked, with one section lower
than the rest. Dirt had collected in the recess and turned to
mud in the rain. She brought herself up on first one foot and
then the other, just in time to see the bus lumber past the stop.
"Damn,"
she breathed, and applied weight to her leg gingerly. "Damn,
damn, damn!" she said. She moved along, slowly now, with
more caution. She estimated the bus teminal's distance at a little
more than ten miles, and felt a momentary stab of
hopelessness before she squared her shoulders and took a deep
breath. It didn't matter. She would get there, and when she did,
she would take the first bus west. Damn the rain, damn Lloyd,
damn everything, I'm as good as gone, she thought. Another city
bus would come along in twenty minutes or so, and, by God, she'd
be on it.
About two miles
later, she heard the next bus coming. She increased her speed
while still traveling with caution. Five feet from the stop,
she heard a horn honk. The sound startled her, and she looked
around frantically for a place to hide. At that moment, the slowing
bus pinned her in the glare of its headlights. She heard the
horn again. Even as the bus's headlights released her, she was
caught in those of a car behind it. Poised to take a step forward,
she heard heard someone call her name. Her shoulders slumped
and she turned toward the car at the rear of the bus. She could
not see against the glare, but knew she was caught, pinned motionless
in the headlights, as surely as if she had been
nailed to a tree.
"Hey, Rhonda!"
she heard to the left, as to the right the bus doors hissed open.
The bus driver,
thin and gray, leaned over his steering wheel and looked at her.
"You gettin' on or not?" She looked at him, then back
to the rear of the bus. Someone walked toward her but she couldn't
make the figure out against the headlight's glare. She looked
at the bus driver, who glared back with obvious irritation.
"If you don't
wanna get on, don't be waitin' at the friggin' stop," he
said, and the doors hissed shut.
"No, wai--"
she said, and flinched as someone grabbed her arm.
"Well, if
it ain't Rhonda. Looky here, Teri, it's Rhonda!" Booger's
grip was almost painful, and Rhonda pulled away.
"You scared
me half to death!" she said, heart racing. "What're
you doing out this time of night?"
"I might ask
you the same thing. Where's Lloyd? He don't usually let you get
too far outta his sight--'fraid somebody else's gonna get some
a that sweet thing," he said, and grabbed Rhonda's butt,
seemingly oblivious to Teri's presence.
Teri moved up beside
him, and Rhonda edged slightly away from the two of them. Booger's
eyes narrowed slightly. "You never did answer me,"
he said. "Whatcha doin' out here in the dark and the rain
so far from home? I never knew Lloyd to be so careless with his
women." He moved closer to Rhonda, stroked her cheek and
pressed himself against her thigh.
"If you want
to keep that thing you better keep it offa me," she said,
backing farther out of his reach. Teri emitted a bark of laughter,
cut short by Booger's open palm.
Booger turned back
to Rhonda. "You might wanna be nice to me, girlie. You don't
never know when Lloyd will see the light and trade you in on
somethin' with tits." He roared with laughter.
Rhonda sidled toward
the sidewalk, sensing that the immediate danger was over. "Yeah.
We'll cross that bridge when we come to it. I gotta go now--I-I
gotta meet Lloyd at a place over here."
Teri looked at
her. "Doncha wanna ride, Rhonda? We can drop you off, wherever
you're going." She smiled, revealing gapped teeth.
Rhonda froze, and
felt her bowels loosen. Teri knew, oh, shit, Teri knew. She stood
motionless a minute, then shook her head. "I don't need
a ride; you know how jealous Lloyd is. Another bus'll be along
soon. You know how he is," she said again, and eyes fastened
on Teri. Teri said nothing for a long breathless moment while
Booger looked from one woman to the other, eyes slitted.
Finally he growled,
"Fuck'er. Let's go," he said, and headed back to the
car. Just before Teri followed, Rhonda saw her raise both hands
slightly in a thumbs-up gesture.
Rhonda's knees
weakened in relief, but she walked swiftly away from them. In
a moment, Booger and Teri passed her. Teri sat on the passenger
side, impassive face to the front.
Fifteen minutes
later, she again heard the whine of a cross-town bus, and made
it to the next stop just in time. The bus pulled up to it and
the doors hissed open. The
driver, a rotund woman with a frizz of red hair and improbably
white teeth grinned as Rhonda dropped her fare in the box. "Nice
night for a walk," the driver said.
Not really,"
Rhonda replied, and slipped into an aisle seat. She only saw
three other riders. A black couple whispered together two seats
in front of her and a man in
khaki pants and a khaki shirt slept with a billed cap pulled
low on his face against the bus's lighting. Rhonda tried to settle
back for the ride, but found herself on the edge of the seat,
gripping the back of the one in front of her. Faster, faster,
faster, she thought. Lloyd could be home by now, maybe even closer,
searching for her. Her heart beat so loudly that she expected
the couple ahead of her to turn and look at her, but they did
not.
A few more people
boarded the bus and Rhonda fumed at the delays, but, finally,
she glimpsed the brightly lit Greyhound terminal. The doors hissed
open, and she followed the black couple off the bus. She was
on the bottom step when she felt a hand on her shoulder. She
jumped, and barely suppressed a scream. She turned with her heart
in her throat. There, smiling from beneath a billed cap, was
Ron Troyer. The khakis that
he wore turned out to be a uniform, one that Rhonda had never
seen. It certainly was a switch from the gray-green uniforms
and stiff leather-visored caps the police usually wore.
Rhonda let her
breath out, relieved, yet still wary. "Ron, jeeze, you scared
the shit out of me. What're you doin' out this time of night?
I thought you worked days." She flicked the flap of one
pocket and looked at him before he could answer. "What's
this?"
"I work in
PR--you know, go talk to schools and churches, stuff like that.
The chief thinks these look more friendly, kind of informal."
He looked down at himself and
smiled at her. "I think I look like a dog catcher."
Rhonda made distracted
denials and walked toward the terminal. Though he was a good
six inches taller than she, Ron was having trouble keeping up
with her.
"What's the
hurry?"
"Gotta catch
a bus," she said, and pulled open the glass door. She made
straight for the counter, all the while looking at the list of
departures on the wall.
"Where you
going? Maybe I can wait with you, keep you company. My shift
doesn't start till 7:00 anyway. I just have to be there at 6:45
for roll call."
At the counter,
Rhonda pulled the roll of bills out of her jeans hip pocket.
"Can I get a connection from Kansas City to Tulsa?"
she asked the counterman.
"Sure can.
Have a couple hours lay-over though."
"That's ok.
Give me a one way," she said. "A one way ticket to
Kansas City." She counted out the required money.
"Say, you
mean you're not coming back?" Ron asked. "I kinda thought
we could get together sometime--you know, have dinner, see a
movie, whatever you want."
The counterman
counted out Rhonda's change enclosed her ticket in an envelope
like banks used. "That'll be leaving at 6:20 a.m.,"
he said.
"Fine."
She put the ticket and change in her hip pocket and looked at
the large Seth Thomas clock on the wall. Fifteen more minutes,
she thought, and looked at the
departure board with regret. If I'd gotten here thirty minutes
earlier, I could already be on the way to St. Louis, she thought.
No sense crying over it now.
She heard Mona's
name and looked up sharply. "What did you say? What about
Mona?" Her breath caught in her throat and she seemed unable
to swallow past it.
"I said, it
must not be true, you know, what everybody says about her. Being
gay, I mean."
"Why do you
say that?" Her breath came reluctantly as from her tight
throat she moved to a row of plastic chairs against the wall.
Ron sat down beside
her, removed his cap and ran his fingers through his short blond
hair. "I saw her. She was with some guy standing out by
her car over by that all night donut shop at Wechsler and Macklin.
If they'd been any closer together you couldn't have got a thought
between 'em."
"What did
the guy look like?" Rhonda's knuckles whitened as she gripped
the chair's armrests.
Ron looked at her.
"Hey, are you ok? You don't look so good."
"What did
he look like?" she asked through clenched teeth, hazel eyes
locked on his.
"I couldn't
see him real well. I guess he was thin, and not real tall, maybe
5'9", and--" he stopped, tugging on his ear lobe. "There
was something else, something funny about him." Suddenly,
he let go of his ear and snapped his fingers. "His moustache!"
he said. "It sort of ran into his sideburns, like this,"
he said, and drew a forefinger down
the side of his face from his temple to the corner of his mouth.
Rhonda squeezed
her eyes shut against the tears that sprang up in them. How could
she have been so stupid? Oh, God, please, she thought, not Mona,
please. Not Mona. Even as she prayed, even as she opened her
eyes and looked into Ron's gentle face, she knew. Lloyd would
not allow Mona to escape unscathed, not this time. There was
no way even glib Mona could convince Lloyd that she had not known
Rhonda's
plans.
"Somebody
you know?" Ron asked.
Rhonda shook her
head. "No, nobody I know," she said. "Listen,
I need to make a phone call. Could get me some milk and a package
of donuts or something to take on the bus?"
"Sure,"
Ron said, his eyes sad. "I guess you're really goining,
aren't you?"
Rhonda nodded.
"I--I have to. I got family out there." She smiled
and gave him a gentle push. "Go on--remember, donuts, milk?"
"Oh, yeah,"
he said, and waved away her money. "I'll get it."
As soon as he disappeared
into the depot's small restaurant, Rhonda hurried to the bank
of telephones near the bathrooms. She didn't have change, but
for this call, she
didn't need it. She dialed and tapped her foot until the ringing
was at last answered.
"Dayton PD,
Jacoby speaking," a voice said.
"There isn't
much time," Rhonda said, "So listen good. Go to the
all night Winchell's at Wechsler and Macklin. Look for a white
Monte Carlo. If it isn't there, look down the street at 2615
South Macklin, in the rear. It's a garage apart--"
"Name, please?"
the voice asked.
"I told you,
there isn't time for all that," she said. "Somebody
is gonna get killed. You've got to hurry. If you don't find them
at Wechlser and Macklin, go to 2615 South
Macklin, in the rear, a garage apartment, his name is Lloyd Lee
Exendine, calls himself Lloyd, and he's dangerous. He's got Mona.
Hurry, please help her!"
As Ron approached,
she banged down the receiver and went toward him. A voice over
the loudspeaker announced the boarding of the Kansas City-bound
bus.
Ron
handed her the carton of milk and a small package of donuts,
along with a piece of paper. "My phone number and address.
In case you come back. Or even if you don't. Write, ok?"
Rhonda
looked at the piece of paper, then folded it and put it in her
back pocket. She glanced around her once more before they walked
toward the bus. When they reached the vehicle, Rhonda turned
and looked at the young policeman.
"Thanks.
Thanks for everything." She turned away, but he caught her.
"Write,
ok? Let me know how you're doing." He put a forefinger under
her chin and tilted her chin up. "You take care, you hear?"
With a light kiss on the lips, he released her.
Rhonda
looked at him silently for a minute, and felt a stab of longing
for what might have been. Turning, she made her way up the steps
and onto the bus, and selected a window seat near the rear. She
lifted a hand to Ron, and tears slid down her cheeks.
Her
tears increased when the bus approached Wechsler and Macklin.
She cried harder still when she saw the ambulance and several
police cars at in the parking lot of Winchell's.
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